Happy Sunday!!
Just a quick post on what I'm feeling at this current moment. So, if you read my last post, you know that I gave up on my contracting position because it was very stressful and caused my anxiety to be in full swing. Well, I still needed to submit my invoice (which I'm not even sure I will be paid for because of the way they do things, but at this point, I can't worry about that). Anyway, I got up this morning with the intent to submit it. I was fine as I calculated my fee. I was fine as I filled out the invoice. I was fine UNTIL I opened the email to attach the invoice, and my anxiety came back full-force....again. The good news is I'm glad I won't be continuing with this company. If my anxiety is this high in such a short time and I all did was open an email to send something, I have no business doing business with them. I'm okay with that. I am reminded though that if something seems to be too good to be true, it usually is. The only bad part is that I'm back to square one looking for ways to earn income and I wasted time that could have been spent doing something else. It's okay though. I can move on from this.
I do believe its time for me to sell my equipment and books associated with this profession because I do not see things getting much better, which is why I got out of the field full-time over a year ago. I only held onto it in case I needed to earn some money on short notice, such as this, but once again, things haven't worked out for one reason or another so I'm pretty sure that's a sign that I should give up on it for good. I had a good run but my time is up. Even at my age, I have plenty more years to work and I refuse to do it being stressed out, especially not from my home. I'm not trying to have a stroke or a heart attack dealing with these folks. No ma'am, they can keep that stress.
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